Under His Silence… I Breathe

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 For me, #GuruTeghBahadurSahibJi is nt someone I just “believe in"...he is literally d space I exist in.I did nt choose him…feels lyk he chose me way before I evn knew wat faith means.There is dis calm…dis unseen shield…lyk no matter hw messy things get,I m still held somewhere.I breathe… n it tbh! It feels lyk I m breathin under his protection.He is nt history to me… nt just some name ppl say wid respect.He is alive…in d way I suddenly feel strong on my weakest days…! In d way fear just softens widout reason...People call it devotion…bt fr me,its more lyk belonging... Lyk I dunno evn need to ask…n still I m bein protected,guided…n llookedafter.And may b dat’s y words nvr feel enugh. Hw do I evn put into words someone whose presence feels infinite…wile I m just tryin to exist widin a fraction of it.He is nt part of my lyf…he is my centre…my silence…my everythin. Watever I am… watever I’ll become… it will always lead back to him…always...!





 

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